let's talk about this
well my previous post has caused quite the differences in opinions. I didn't even think people read this thing let alone would comment and give their two cents about it (which is greatly appreciated by the way). i can't help but chuckle knowing that mostly everyone is completely split across the board about this. either it's "yay! who needs money?? have a baby tomorrow!" or "umm jenna i will kill you dead if you have a baby right now" haha.
let's straighten this out.
dane & i WILL NOT be having a baby until after he has graduated, we know where we will be moving to and has a job completely locked down. i have done some "soul searching" if you will, and came to this conclusion....
jenna teresa eccles are you out of your mind?! you have been married 2 months & 3 days. you want babies? hey jenna is that bathroom cleaned? how about those dishes? remember the other day when you complained how tired you were from work? oh thats right i forgot...babies obviously take up NO time or energy! remember when you complained to dane that you only got 7 hrs of sleep and were still EXHAUSTED!? oh thats right...all babies sleep 8 hours through the night
...OR NOT! LOL
how on earth can i be thinking about babies when i should be focusing on how i can be the best wife possible. i've been thinking...and thinking...and thinking....and thinking! i started thinking about the kind of wife i want to be and asked myself "am i?"
no. not even a little bit. okay i take that back. i think i am a fantastic wife....emotionally. i'm really great at being supportive and i really try hard to be understanding. and i think i make dane laugh a lot and dane knows that i'm always there to talk to...about anything.
its this being domestic part i having difficulty with. ever since i was a little girl i always saw myself being a cute little home maker. having dinner ready the second he came home, the smell of fresh baked cookies would fan through the house, laundry perfectly folded and put away, cute little decor things that i made around the house, etc...
its much harder than it looks than in home & garden magazine haha
i want to do those things i really do. i think the cooking and cleaning thing will just eventually come to me. but can we talk about laundry for a second (i know you're all thinking oooo thats what i want to spend my time with....reading about laundry lol)
I HATE LAUNDRY!! i honestly would rather scrub the kitchen (which i weirdly find relaxing) than do laundry. i would rather clean the toilet. i would rather vacuum. i would rather get my teeth pulled. i hate it soooo much! dane always just says " its soo easy, you just put it in and than put it away" EXACTLY!! putting it away. some you fold, some you hang UGH! im getting tired just writting about it.
anyways,my point is in all this blabbering is.... my baby fever is gone (for now at least haha) and im okay with that. dane and i have another 2 more years here in flagstaff and i should be taking this as an opportunity to spend as much time as i possibly can with my wonderful hubby. because goodness knows what will happen once we are back home :)
let's straighten this out.
dane & i WILL NOT be having a baby until after he has graduated, we know where we will be moving to and has a job completely locked down. i have done some "soul searching" if you will, and came to this conclusion....
jenna teresa eccles are you out of your mind?! you have been married 2 months & 3 days. you want babies? hey jenna is that bathroom cleaned? how about those dishes? remember the other day when you complained how tired you were from work? oh thats right i forgot...babies obviously take up NO time or energy! remember when you complained to dane that you only got 7 hrs of sleep and were still EXHAUSTED!? oh thats right...all babies sleep 8 hours through the night
...OR NOT! LOL
how on earth can i be thinking about babies when i should be focusing on how i can be the best wife possible. i've been thinking...and thinking...and thinking....and thinking! i started thinking about the kind of wife i want to be and asked myself "am i?"
no. not even a little bit. okay i take that back. i think i am a fantastic wife....emotionally. i'm really great at being supportive and i really try hard to be understanding. and i think i make dane laugh a lot and dane knows that i'm always there to talk to...about anything.
its this being domestic part i having difficulty with. ever since i was a little girl i always saw myself being a cute little home maker. having dinner ready the second he came home, the smell of fresh baked cookies would fan through the house, laundry perfectly folded and put away, cute little decor things that i made around the house, etc...
its much harder than it looks than in home & garden magazine haha
i want to do those things i really do. i think the cooking and cleaning thing will just eventually come to me. but can we talk about laundry for a second (i know you're all thinking oooo thats what i want to spend my time with....reading about laundry lol)
I HATE LAUNDRY!! i honestly would rather scrub the kitchen (which i weirdly find relaxing) than do laundry. i would rather clean the toilet. i would rather vacuum. i would rather get my teeth pulled. i hate it soooo much! dane always just says " its soo easy, you just put it in and than put it away" EXACTLY!! putting it away. some you fold, some you hang UGH! im getting tired just writting about it.
anyways,my point is in all this blabbering is.... my baby fever is gone (for now at least haha) and im okay with that. dane and i have another 2 more years here in flagstaff and i should be taking this as an opportunity to spend as much time as i possibly can with my wonderful hubby. because goodness knows what will happen once we are back home :)
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